My lonely war


Sometimes I dream of life, which through one could just fall with ease, I'm made of pain and scars, wounded with my wars, I built this solitude with tears and blood to isolate myself from the world I do not fit in, there are 7 billion people out there, but not even one for me, I'm just looking for that one who shares my pain and scars, same battlefields, I'm nearly done of waiting, can't keep my hopes up in this empty, shallow world where the word love is abused by loving things and matter, not loving themselves or living beings, what is there to love in shoes? Are the shoes loving you back?

Sometimes I wish I could go back home, beyond the stars, where my soul is loved, here I'm just a nomad and hermit, living from moment to moment to wait time to end. Then they say I'm the evil, though I'm made of truth and honesty, the evil rules the world and gets a fat paycheck every month for corruption and destruction, stealing from the poor and enslaving people, having endless wars and now bringing chaos into our streets, they are killing us and getting paid, everything is wrong and morals are dead. You all just stand there watching, knowing that everything is a lie, you are witnessing destruction of our culture and equality, they are slaughtering it all and you are the witness, in the future there is not even shoes to love.

I'm watching this and I'm terrified, losing my sleep and can't eat. I'm just gonna bury myself with my solitude, they're taken away the freedom of speech and the freedom of express one's opinions, I'm a poet and can't publish what I write, they are banning us from speaking the truth, and you all stand there as witnesses, soon we all are just slaves, our own governments betrayed us, not the enemy, all this was inside job, they are getting paid of our genocide and we are the witnesses for the end of freedom.

Do you wanna watch or do you wanna fight? Soon, there is no choice, you are forced to watch wanted or not. I've been writing about this for years, I can't go on war alone, but you still fight with the same minded, you don't unite against the true enemy, you fight with each other and that makes you even worse than the true enemy. The enemy is laughing at you, you are it's battalion, you fight against brother rather than corruption! You are the traitors, you are the true traitors, whom keep on fighting against each other instead of the true object. My heart cries blood to witness it. Shame on you, shame on you! Because of you, we have lost already, they got us without fighting back, do you see? They won and you helped. We lost already, I've lost hope.
So, I just stay here in my solitude and witness the world to end. Hope it comes soon, let this misery to end.

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